Latest Forum Posts:

Categories

Story tag results for adi

Found 61 result(s)

I just don't know

- How did those maple leaves get in your bathtub? Meh.  I don’t know. Shrug shrug.   What would you like to have for dinner? Meh. I dunno. Shrug shrug.   Did you enjoy the movie last night? Me...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 08 May 2017

Next Stop

- It's crazy what you can find inside your mind sometimes. Scary, at the very least, and yet it comes in rhymes. Sometimes.  I stepped up to someone I thought I knew, but it wasn't you. You knew it to...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 05 May 2017

Clearing

- It all seems silly now Where I once stood firm It's not a place at all It took this long to learn Perhaps with jaded perception I created an alternate state A place that withstood time And so I was ...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 08 Mar 2017

Dobalina

- The plan has always been That this is not part of the plan Still, we stand where we stand And I will forever hold your hand But this is not part of the plan It’s so hard to describe So no one unders...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 4.3| Added: 18 Feb 2017

Level With Me

- Sometimes I guess I am selfish, denying what is true. Or could be true. So many things have no definitive answers that I go crazy. But not technically crazy. I have been tested after all. So many tes...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 0| Added: 30 Jan 2017

Fluid

- Decades passed Nothing lasts Everything changes Varying stages Absolute life Chaotic strife Do some things never change? Chasing demons Collecting lemins Lovings lost Soulless accost Enduring suppo...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 24 Jan 2017

Lost In Love

- Why did you come here What is it that you fear Why do you vanish And then suddenly reappear Why did you pick me Did you think I'd not see The weakness in you Or this living hypocrisy Perhaps yo...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 22 Nov 2016

Frozen Tundra

- The snow was frozen, sparkling in the moonlight.What have I done? How did I lose sight? Did I walk away from the fight that night when you told me not to run? When will our time come? After I begged y...

By: adi_me | Category: Songs | Score: 5| Added: 20 Nov 2016

Sending Off

- Is it fate How we relate When things are great We celebrate We shift and spin Honoring our win Ignoring our sins The darkness within There is no pain For me to explain No way to complain When we've ...

By: adi_me | Category: Songs | Score: 5| Added: 18 Nov 2016

Supermoon

- Am I lost Within the explanation Outside our destination Have I found A common inspiration Devoid of complication Could it be Just my imagination Of mutual admiration Where to next Without hesitati...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 14 Nov 2016

Stuck In Un

- I often feel so un Unwanted Unable Undone Unhappy It's a slippery slope Unloved Unmotivated Undressed Uncertain The darkness is endless Untrue Unidentified Unbearable  Uneven Sometimes I g...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 07 Nov 2016

The Cubs Are Going To Kill Me

- The Cubs are going to kill me. First game of the 2016 WORLD SERIES and....did they not show up? This rant may take a minute and veer off road. Just a heads up. I grew up in a state that's real big...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 27 Oct 2016

Awarding Reward

- My daughter is in 2nd grade. Last week I received a note in a sealed envelope from her teacher. Extremely confidential. It read something like... "Your child has achieved a major accomplishment in ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 26 Oct 2016

Wasted Space

- Have you ever lost your mind? Lost track of time or forgotten your name? Have you ever looked in the mirror in shame? Have you ever folded and still won the game? Does anything look the same? Have yo...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 18 Oct 2016

Desolate

- I am so tired Of trying Of crying Of trying I can't anymore No fighting No righting No fighting Why the struggle I give up Can't do it I give

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 4.9| Added: 10 Oct 2016

All Mixed Up

- I never know how to say My mind has gone away Turning black from gray I hate being this way Whispered confusion Mixed within delusion And fearful destitution Seeking restitution Gasping for air Und...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 4.9| Added: 25 Sep 2016

Big Faker

- You don't know me Although you say you do You will never understand The things that I go through You don't hear me But yet you still pretend Offering up false empathy You pretend, just to pretend Yo...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 4.9| Added: 15 Sep 2016

stress lists

- I have been challenged to write out 2 lists of things to do in 30 minutes. Two lists? Yes. I have so much shit to do, I don’t know where to start. So, I have accepted the challenge and have 19 minutes...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 14 Sep 2016

Tender Tendons

- "Where does it hurt?" I haven't had a massage in over a year. Everything hurts. That's what I am thinking laying naked, covered with a sheet, face up, on the massage table. She is massaging my head. ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 08 Sep 2016

Roaming Home

- I know I have been here before. I could never forget this place where I watched the leaves change to vibrant shades of orange and hues of green. Or maybe the green was in your eyes as I fell asleep an...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 07 Sep 2016

Just Wondering

- I wonder if everyone feels all alone sometimes. I wonder if I'd done less drugs, would my mind be clearer? Would I have more answers and less questions? I wonder if I've completely accepted my past ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 31 Aug 2016

I Rate

- What you are looking at, is a message stating the little rant I have written here has foul language, not suited for anyone under 18. It is also not suited for anyone who finds explicit lyrics offendin...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 30 Aug 2016

Sugar Sweet

- I wonder if you see me as you walk on by. Is there anything about me that seems to catch your eye? Or your ears, can you hear my tears? I have gone so many years, living with the same fears, I wish yo...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 29 Aug 2016

99L

- It seems to be hurricane season again here in south Florida. Right. What does that mean? It means there is a chance of a hurricane sometime this year. I hate to admit it (not really) but I don't follo...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 26 Aug 2016

The Book of ME: Intro

- ========================== I’m writing a book All about me And my success Inside tragedy That’s how others Perceive my reality They offer me pity I do not want nor need Senseless Sympathy Should yo...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 20 Aug 2016

Cupcake Breakfast

- My precious gem My beautiful girl Happy Birthday I did not name you Pearl Pretty green eyes Beneath golden locks Happy Happy Birthday I love how you never match your socks Seven is special Just like...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 18 Aug 2016

Psycho Search

- It's 3:05pm. I am looking at pictures of the top man made disasters of all time. It is depressing. The pictures, the facts, just Hurt. Morbid. How long have I been looking at this devastation? What ti...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.8| Added: 17 Aug 2016

Cackle On

- I swear! Buncha babies! It seems as you get older, the tendency to gossip in cliques and then "hate" on others, doesn't go away. I wonder if it is because I work alone, that I am the outsider. I think...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.6| Added: 15 Aug 2016

Hello Jello

- Cold and firm Translucently green A bit coagulated My Jello dream The one where I Say hello to my jello And it echoes "Hello, hello." I wonder what Else is stuck in there A floating cherry Is that ...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 14 Aug 2016

Drowning Pass

- Beyond belief In disrepair I found my past Alone out there The wreckage I can not grasp Happy memories Flooding fast Dilapidations And sinking masts The desolation I will not grasp What has happen...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 11 Aug 2016

Counterparts

- A little ditty for my Doodle Bug Just sitting on the lanai Possibly getting high Pondering time gone by And all we’ve been thru How it’s gone so fast And we know it is in the past But the strugg...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 10 Aug 2016

Love Strong

- The low unsettling beat of the drum, making me wonder, have I come undone? Again? I swear it never ends. Thank goodness I have friends whom I adore and am, as stated, grateful for. Sometimes my life i...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 05 Aug 2016

Yawn Song

- How could you? Send me a poem so crappy Claiming it to be sappy? I hope you are happy. I read it. You asked me to follow You spit, I swallow, But your poem has no flow Nor a dip Not a single solitar...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 02 Aug 2016

Time Taking

- I've heard it said All things take time Healing a heart Filling a mind But in a second You are left behind Forgotten alone Love is a dream Friendships faded I silently scream Someone wake me What doe...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 17 Jul 2016

Pretty Vacant

- Right. It is true. I have been waiting for you. I have hoped and held on, always humming our song, but I was wrong. At first, I missed your touch and longed for you to be near, even though you are alw...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.6| Added: 04 Jun 2016

Come Back To Me

- When you are tired Or just feeling empty When you've had enough Come back to me. When the disco's over And your eyes can see You are all alone Come back to me. When nothing makes sense And the wor...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 4.7| Added: 03 Jun 2016

Random Repeat

- I am tired Of being that girl That stays Until you miss me That waits For you to need me That longs While you ignore me I'm tired of being her I know I can't have you You know I won't take you No lo...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 5| Added: 31 May 2016

Quiet Gray

- I woke up today and realized, I am just not happy. And yes, I am sappy. Sometimes. Through all the chaos and fire-fight, my hand slipped from yours as I caught sight of the madness that night. I guess...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 26 Apr 2016

Many Shades of Blue

- You have so many shades of blue I never really know what to do When the blues have gotten to you What shade of blue Has today brought you? Is there anything that I can do? Is there anythin...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 05 Apr 2016

No Birthday Here

- Let’s pretend it’s not your birthday and I wrote this anyway, just because. You said you want nothing done and we both know that will leave nothing undone. You are also stealing my fun on this one. I ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 01 Apr 2016

Tourist Season: Road Rage

- I grew up in SW Florida and live here still. Every year, from mid-February, until August, it is tourist season. We use to have a much shorter season, but lately, we Floridians are taking vacations in ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 24 Mar 2016

You Are Sick?

- Oh. You are sick? Is that what the text message on my phone says at 7:20 am Sunday morning? Yes. You are far too sick to come to work today. You will call me at work after 8:00? Oh, don't bother. Just...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 21 Mar 2016

Mad Plans

- Ahhhh yes. Taking a break from planning tomorrow's work day. I gotta admit it. I am a little nervous. I have had to bring in an outside company as well as employees from various departments to assist ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.5| Added: 20 Mar 2016

She Who?

- Why does it always have to be That other she Instead of me? Or anyone really Why's it gotta be she She is not nice She is not mean She is the past Our future is unseen She's not your Queen. You take...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.7| Added: 19 Mar 2016

Checking Out

- Fine Andy, I'll tell you what happened at the gas station. That's what we call them here. Convenient stores, for people like me, too lazy to walk to the back of the grocery store for milk. Convenient ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.7| Added: 17 Mar 2016

No Lie

- At work, this morning and the phone rings. I know who it is before I pick it up. It's Sunday, so there is only one other department open today. The Front Office. I pick up the phone, and before I can ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.8| Added: 06 Mar 2016

My Darkest Night

- Even in my darkest nights, you pull me close and hold me tight. You whisper in my ear, "Everything will be okay. Tomorrow is another day. Sometimes we all feel this way." You wipe the tears from my ch...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.6| Added: 03 Mar 2016

Destruction Queen

- Who was that just now? She leapt inside my head Whispering little lies Dragging me out of bed Did you see her? Did you hear her? What was it that she said? If you choose to listen She’ll forever spin ...

By: adi_me | Category: Poetry | Score: 4.4| Added: 02 Mar 2016

Marching On

- Oh…..March 1 st , how nice to see you again. I would like to come to an agreement today,if at all possible. If you promise not to be a miserable prick, I promise I will not call you one. Maybe I will ...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 01 Mar 2016

Calming Chaos

- I am finding it increasingly difficult to witness chaotic confusion at work without letting it bother me. Three hours into my day and I want to scream over the radio “EVERYONE CALM THE FUCK DOWN”!!, b...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.8| Added: 28 Feb 2016

Be My Other

- Would you be mine, Valentine, or have you already promised another? Girl. You think I don’t know her, and maybe I do. Maybe, just maybe, I know you lie to her too. Perhaps I know because she has tol...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.8| Added: 14 Feb 2016

Imaginary Friend

- What do you want from me? I mean really, REALLY? Can you give a bit of honesty? Is it too much of me to ask that from time to time, you have my back? And no, I do not fear the attack. I do not mind th...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.6| Added: 13 Feb 2016

Ajar Door

- Lost in the void of what has been destroyed by those who have toyed with my mind, my soul, this big gaping hole. It seems it’s time again to take control. Rebuild the wall, deadbolt the door. Stop bei...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 08 Feb 2016

Full Circle-Let's Dance

- And here we are again, sitting in this old decaying theater, waiting for the show to begin. Although we are sitting side by side, I swear there is a draft. Oh. That’s just your sighs. This place is em...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.5| Added: 05 Feb 2016

Full Circle-The Defining Moment

- I sat alone in the dark, staring blindly at the rain. Wondering if I am truly insane. I always go to that park to watch those shadows in the dark. I question if you still love me and blame you for all...

By: adi_me | Category: Memoirs | Score: 5| Added: 21 Jan 2016

Dime Dance

- My world seems to always be spinning out of control. I feel as though I am never winning when I stop to pay the toll, to that troll, who lives beneath the bridge that now swings open. My wings have ye...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.5| Added: 20 Jan 2016

Just Because

- Would you believe what happened to me just yesterday? I ran into Doubt again. That grumpy man is always in my way, and he steals away my grin. Well, today I say fuck him! I practice staying here, bein...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 5| Added: 11 Jan 2016

Home Groan

- Fuck! I wish I didn’t care. I wish I could walk away and never look back, forgetting everything, feeling nothing. I should never have come here. I certainly don’t belong here. Belong. What a strange w...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 07 Jan 2016

Soul Friend

- I have always felt that we’ve already met. Perhaps in a past life, or maybe a few. Remember the night we met? Chasing that rabbit, just me and you? And the nights we found the wormhole, but we were to...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.9| Added: 30 Dec 2015

Trust Fall

- Here I am again thinking of you, and I fear the worst my friend. I push, and I push so no one will stay. I often forget you never go away. It is a struggle, but that’s not my fear. I lay here in agony...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.8| Added: 05 Dec 2015

Snowprints

- I found some footprints in the snow. Although I didn’t know where they would go, I followed them just the same. The snowstorm in my brain makes me ask once again, am I sane? Will the footprints ever s...

By: adi_me | Category: Musings | Score: 4.8| Added: 24 Nov 2015